So, this evening, I have been thinking about quietude, concentration and inspiration. When I write poetry, I spend hours in front of the computer - or, as I did before, in front of my Olivetti. And like with reading, I find that I am most effective in spurts. Years can go by with nothing, and then one day, I wake up and have the urge to read or write. Otherwise, I am too busy doing things.
In order to be more productive, many people become ritualistic in their reading, writing and art-making habits. There is something to be said about the proximity of concentrated thought to the spiritual. Robert Thurman, the father of the actress who happens to be a Buddhist monk, once explained that what is involved in studying well is the same as what is asked of the novice monk, like: the discipline of concentration and the role of solitude as well as the beginnings of self-awareness.
Joan Didion has written on related topics:
The most important is that I need an hour alone before dinner, with a drink, to go over what I've done that day. I can't do it late in the afternoon because I'm too close to it. Also, the drink helps. It removes me from the pages. So I spend this hour taking things out and putting other things in. Then I start the next day by redoing all of what I did the day before, following these evening notes. When I'm really working I don't like to go out or have anybody to dinner, because then I lose the hour. If I don't have the hour, and start the next day with just some bad pages and nowhere to go, I'm in low spirits. Another thing I need to do, when I'm near the end of the book, is sleep in the same room with it. That's one reason I go home to Sacramento to finish things. Somehow the book doesn't leave you when you're asleep right next to it. In Sacramento nobody cares if I appear or not. I can just get up and start typing.
There is a fantastic post with video links of how different artists view the creative process. But ultimately, I find the silence (albeit after a healthy jolt of social activity) to be the most conducive to ideas. Sometimes, though, silence is elusive, which is why many, like Chomei (viz: Unwearying Beauty), savour it when they finally find it in their later years.
As a nod to those later years, the photo below of a babushka snowwoman that my friend made a few weeks ago. Her button eyes twinkled, but she didn't say anything. Must have been thinking of great ideas.
Elements: gilded bee roses by way of pugly pixel; doilie frame excerpt from minitoko
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